whattup guys... talkin bout relationships prob... i am gonna be short.. keith and i had a quarrel stating that i lied to him.. but i mean, everyone lies and .. its not as if he never lied b4.. so, his over sensitive, and thats not a mature thing to do. i regreted. pleaded him for forgiveness. but he still dosen't konw what is forgive and forget. i am really dumb and fucked up thanks to you keith.. and now we're no mroe friends. for now. i hope... but still seeking forgiveness. i believe and trust in god.
VMAs!!!!! OMG! is like awesome and sooo dramatic. kanye west, taylor swift, beyonce and lady gaga was the main drama in the spotlight that night. it was like wow. and the news that everyone has been talking about is kanye ditching taylor swift. and kanye, it was STOOPID and a DOUCHEBAG move to do!! like.... its retarded... like, he interrupted taylor's first time of getting a VMA award by saying that beyonce should have won it. instead of her. SHUT UP! like beyonce won the best award at the end of the show.. and bless her, she gave taylor a chance to continue saying her word of thanks. bless that RnB diva.. anw, lady gaga oso gave a very very VERY DRAMATIC PERFORMANCE! and to show how dramatic it is, here it is..



shes like woww.... and is the blood real? gosh.. hope not!

shaunchewmusic
fell in love with music @ 4:20 PM

whattup guys?! so... yesterday.. seemed like an ordinary day. expect for the day b4 when i suspected that keith prefered darwin to me... but anw, it was a long story/ misunderstanding.. haha.. so. yeah xD yesterday.. it was like raining heavily if you guys like haven't alr noe?! haha... and sebestian, mc.. some guy named shu jun.. if i am not wrong.. and some guy from teh technical stream.. ( oops ! ) and keith and melissa and darwin and ofcourse me.. haha... seems like alot of ppl..went to play something called "block catching." might seem childish but it was quite fun... ( the block where keith and mel ( melissa ) stayed.. . haha, yeah, so... it was quite fun. like playing only on the 3rd to the 8th floor. and kind of tricky though. coz like .yeah.. lesson learned from the game : always sit at a unknown corner of the block and do nothin.. some how this method works in the sense that you would only be catch like.. second last one to be caught? haha.. its cool. sit there and use ur phone slacking away, while no one sees you tucked away in the unknown corner of the 8th floor.. how nice xD so.. thats about it yesterday.. xD
breaking news! just heard that mj quite singapore idol and was replaced by nurul.. one word.. "PISSED AND DEPRESSED " well, frankly speaking, thats 3..

shaunchewmusic
fell in love with music @ 11:20 AM

ok.. damit.. damit. DAMit!! i feel like shyt.. tell you wad. this post is gonna be short. so... i just recieve the news that my favourite um.. contestant on idol had just dropped out. his called mj. ( rea a few post down and see how crazy about him getting through to the top 12. ) he dropped out.. more like quit SI coz of some personnal probs. FUCK THODE PROBS! such a whore.. i feel like one, EVERYONE FEELS LIKE A SHITTY WHORE! we shold all die xD but then i found hope that want to make me love mj more. which was this video.. "a note to god " by charice.. it told me a powerful meaning to love more .. etc.. etc.. so, i;ve decided to cherish all of mj's music in me.. and learn to love him more as my favourite male singer.. seriously, i only listen to female songs.. so mj is the first. haha.. NOt michael jackson.. though i love him. but Meng Jun kouk.. a.k.a MJ kuok. love him.. and will love his music like MJ. hey, ever notice that MJ kuok and MJ share the same dissapearance lvl in the music industry? WEIRDO>~~~ but i love MJ kuok (: somehow yes.. he mysteriously went missing after the contestants thought that he was late for some 7am weird photoshoot. so unearthly.. anws.. MJ took off just like that and i am soo NOT gonna watch it anymore.. literally. i'll stop voting and ps: he was replaced with nurul. i will still watch, but not as often. as MJ kuok is no more in SI. oh well... * sulks off *

shaunchewmusic
fell in love with music @ 12:33 AM

shaunchewmusic
fell in love with music @ 12:33 AM

ARGHH! iam seriously in my WORST mood now. why?!!! WELL WHY?!! coz i was so fucked up coz of three things. MAJOR STUFF
1ST!! i embarassed myself in choir yesterday and brought down the name of sscc. they called me to sing a note and i sang it with THE ULTIMATE LACK OF CONFIDENCE!!! i went out of pitch i started laughing. I WAS SPOILING MY OWN REPUTATION! and it was horrible. mr yiong spoke to me during the break and i nearly cried coz i ambarassed myelf again. he said that if i coulden't even carry myself as a soloist properly... how am i gonna sing solo in.. wad ever they had in mind. so like.. YEAH! that can lead to several possiblities of me killing myself in the future. they making me not do solo.. and the worst part is that people in my choir will look down on me and not look up like they use to.! ( ps: no one clapped when i sang, they laughed ) and I WAS SOO FUCK! and that leads to loosing frens to.. ( long story ). i lost soo much confidence! I WAS AN EPIC FAILURE!!
secondly, i fucked my term 3 results. but it isn't so bad la.
thirdly, since my results was so oooo epic.. my mom pissed me off by asking me to plan my time properly, and that adds on the stress that incumalated in me now. so fuck it,,,

shaunchewmusic
fell in love with music @ 10:58 AM

whattup guys... so yesterday, i was POURING tears infront of the tv and there was soo much tears and tention in everyone who was watching singapore idol! yeap.. so heres my commentary, first, charles, everybodies favourite beat boxer.. his cool, GREAT vocals, but i felt that he needed more tyme to practice his vocal stuff. frances... YOU SCREWED UR BIG MAMA REPUTATION! well, frances mariaaaaa... a big mama who has a big voice. she sang "so what" by pink and was a total screw up. i agree that with the judges that she sounded like a drunk girl. anws, MJ!!!! ( his my favourite contestant and i voted for him like 3 times!! shhh) his a AWEsome singer. best so far. his show man ship was there. he has the star qualities... he is the most handsome guy in the top 24, and his gonna make it big. oops.. not forgetting a super high tenor voice like jason mraz (: he kicked his performance of by the song "these walls".. i really felt connected to the song and his performance too... he put so much emotions and ... oh yar.. since the song was rocky, he jumped up and sway away.. and it made a great impact coz i guess that many girls now love him and guys going.. AWESOME BRO!! like me (: jannah.. well, shes good and strong vocals. love the emotions that was input (: farhan.. HAHA! ken said he had a broomstick hair. SO AGREE. ryan lee, one word dude "fuck" and two words more "gay face" HE SUCKKS. malaque.. wow, the song choice was just right girl.. "the voice within" and she blew me away! great voice! beautiful features and btw girl.. EXTREMELY long name (: nurul huda... HAHA! my sis and i said you looked like a contestant on "anugerah" HAHA! malay singing contest. more like a malay maid. but still, YOUR VOICE IS AWESOME! her style was great. theodore, eh... nice vocals? but i dun like you (: douglas.. kinda looks like a korean pop singing. good thing you're out. TABITHA!!! i love you girl.. ur voice.. everything. "one night only" was flawess. sounded like jennifer hudson on beyonce gal!! TABITHA ROCKZ!! ( favourite contestant no. 2), last but not least... styra, she had a rocking low voice style.. and her "oooo" for one part of the song sounded like a guy's falsetto. AWEsome! inspiring too..
results! so..... charles... I LOVE IT! HIS IN! and mj too!!! ps: mj did the high jump again. and i was like.. thank god his in.. farhan.. i dun like him going through to the top 12!! i agree with the judges that farhan;s position should be replaced by jannah or nurul. so agree.. malaque, styra and tabitha were chosen by the judges to come back next week. GREAT JOB JUDGES!
so thats all! comentary next week! woo! and america's got talent really had a miracle ps btw... go check it out. can't write coz i would be freaked out if my post were THATTT long...XXXXXX

shaunchewmusic
fell in love with music @ 11:08 PM